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Dance In The Dark: Chapter SixTrekking through the lands isn't as easy as you'd expect. After awhile your legs get sore, your feet begin to feel like they have their own heart and pound with pain with every step. But eventually the dull, pounding pain begins to become unnoticeable and that's what is happening to me. The pain just becomes a mere thought in the back of your mind once you get used to it and ignore it. But ti's still there, just like the depression and anger that lurked in my mind. Being alone and feeling abounded creates large amounts of hate and regret in your heart and mind. It's a toxin that needs to be plunged out of mind, but it's not easy. Maybe it will always stay in my mind, I don't know. It was always there after my other best friend left me for others. That's when all of the anger, depression, regret and hate begin to brew in my mind and heart. People say emotions effect the heart and just the heart when really it effects your mind too. Tarin stops in his tracks and looks around. We were on
AloneAlone, it has different meanings
Some say it's a bliss
Others say it's a curse
Or maybe there's someone you miss
Sometimes people need it
While others dread being alone
Memories resurface bit by bit
Cause being alone creates silence
Maybe you grew up being alone
Hiding behind an everyday mask they wear
You'll heart will become hard as stone
Never to break, never to be pulled
Being alone has it's perks
You can actually think for once
Daydream a storm and get to work
You can catch the hidden details
It's a blessing and a terrible curse to bare
To some it's all they have
You also don't have to care
It saves you heartbreaks from the loss of others
How can you get heartbroken
When no one is there to break you and make you fall
Alone is a blessing and a curse
What You Don't Know: Chapter OneIt was almost night time in this ruthless place. I've been trapped here for almost a year and I already feel like a wild animal. I never did anything wrong, I was picked at random. Once you're picked you can't walk away. You're trapped until you become useless. That won't happen to me for a long time anyway. I can still walk and talk, but I won't corporate. I am one of those people that they have so much interest in that escape is inevitable. Maybe if I worked with them I could be free. But I could never work for them, they're sadist monsters. They're slowly killing us, what's worst no one knows about this place. I'm trapped in a science experiment. Experiment 127 of the Animal Trials. The Animal Trials is a terrible experiment. I sat in my cold cage, waiting for my captors to arrive to inflict more pain into my being.
"Violet, do you have food?" Asked Bridget. She's diagonal to me.
"No, do I look like I have food?" I snapped. We're all starving. They believe it's essential to fe
Dance In The Dark: Chapter FiveWe walked together tracking where we believed Shredder went. Tarin is an excellent tracker and he was really getting alone well with Ice. He made her laugh more than I ever did. He walked with his horse right by his side. I took up the rear, Ice walked next to him. Finally after a long trek through the grasslands we found him. He was standing in the center of the plains, looking up to the sky, he was alone. Oddly enough I am not surprised to find him alone. Now we can find the truth. I glanced at both Tarin and Ice. They looked back at me then at each other.
"Fine. I'll talk to him." I said. I started walking over to Shredder. I stopped a few feet away from him, enough distance to be able to run without being caught. I am fast runner. Ice and Tarin stood a few feet away, out of earshot.
"Hi Shredder." I called out to him. He turned around and looked at me with a calm expression.
"Hello." He said. "Are you here to ask if I am the murderer?"
"You're smarter than you look." I said. "I'm g
Dance In The Dark: Chapter FourA few days passed, Ice and I have gotten really close and we hanged out most of the time. I've seen Shredder ever now and then. We became pretty good friends and I could compare so much with him, more than Ice. He still prefers to be alone. It was weird feeling, realizing how you actually felt because you experienced something the exact opposite. I curled up underneath a tree and Ice was curled up near me. It was early in the morning and I had woken up.
"AHH!" I heard someone scream. I jumped up and stood in a fighting stance. Ice jumps up next to me.
"What was that?" She asks rubbing her eyes.
"I'm about to find out." I said. We both ran at the source and found a huge circle of dewsquillis. They were murmuring and some were crying. Ice gasped and pushed through the crowd and knelt by the dewsquilli. I recognized this was one of the dewsquillis she used to hang out with before she started hanging out with me. She was dead. Ice buried her face in her hands. I knelt by her and placed a c
Dance In The Dark: Chapter ThreeIce and Sail were really good friends from what I can tell. They both laughed at their inside jokes and I stood their awkwardly. But we all had a fair share of laughs. Sail seemed like the girly type and very peppy. Ice seemed to be at perfect ease around her, unlike me who felt a bit edgy.
"Well it was nice meeting you, Star." Sail said smiling.
"You too!" I said returning her smile.
"Bye guys." She said.
"Bye." Ice said.
"Bye." She left and we both turned to face each other.
"She seems nice." I said smiling.
"She's nice and funny." Ice said.
"Yeah." I said and we both walked in silence. We stopped at a tree and sat down at it's trunk. I sat down under neath the tree in the shade. Ice looked up and frowned at the tree. She took a few steps back and ran towards the tree, she then jumps and kicks off the tree and tries reaching for something. But she doesn't reach it and falls back on the grass.
"Darn." She mutters. "I'm too short."
"Too short for what?" I asked.
"To reach those f
Dance In The Dark: Chapter TwoI've had friends in the past before. Really good friends that left me to be friends with someone else. I always blamed them earlier, than I started blaming myself somewhat. I thought I'll never see Ice again, but nope she always seemed to pop up when I least expect it. Once I was eating a fruit and sitting underneath a tree. I was completely alone until a group of dewsquillis came by. I didn't think much of it until I saw her. She wasn't in the center she was taking up the behind of the group at they walked on by laughing. She looked at me and I quickly looked down. I didn't really want company. I thought she would overlook me or something. No she left the group with a quick goodbye and joined me. One had looked at me with interest, the one with the odd top hat. She turned and walked away with the group. Ice greeted me and started talking about little things. I was peeved at first. I didn't like change. I liked being alone. This wasn't the only time she came to talk to me. Numer
No Where Left To Run: Chapter TwelveI stayed in bed all day. I'm sure I wasn't the only one whose locked in their bedroom. Normally I would hear Rosie or Ryan moving around in the house, but it was silent. We hard wood flooring and it creaked whenever weight was placed on it at certain times. The next day I went back to school but I wasn't greeted with any warm welcomes. Jasmine stopped talking to me. She ignored me entirely. But Sarah has been making my life a living H*ll. She pushed me into the walls, she made me drop my books. I would do the same to her but then everyone made it seem like I was the bully. Ben and I are really good friends now, That might've had something to do with Sarah being a complete a*shole. But to heck with it, I'm not going to stop hangin out with Ben any time soon.
"Are you alright?" Ben asked,
"Yeah." I said.
"You seem depressed." He said.
"Well, my mom is in the hospital." I said shrugging.
"I didn't mean it like that." He said. We were sitting in the courtyard on the ground. We are bo
No Where Left To Run: Chapter ElevenWe went home after staying at the hospital for a long time. Mom wasn't the greatest but she wasn't the worst either. I still love her after all, she's my mom for God's sakes. Jasmine sent me multiple texts, but I ignored her. There's no point in replying if she's just going to hang out with people I don't like or despise. I felt really scared and depressed about this. She looked like she would die on that bed. There is no way for her to survivie this. My whole life is a mess. Nothing makes sense! Everything I try to do always failed. I always am made out as the bad guy and my own friend is betraying me. The only people I don't entirely hate are my family and Ben. I didn't have a lot of family I only have my siblings, parents and my Uncle James. He's proabably going to come over and take care of us. That's were Rosie is more than likely, at Uncle James's house. Someone knocked on the door. I got up lazily and went towards the door and opened it. James and Rosie stood on the front porch.
Once upon a time...Mirror mirror on the wall..
Oh you scare me....I don't like you at all!
No one truly dares to care for my fragile heart or the real me.
All they see is an ugly face stuck on a thick body.
Why I Always take a JacketWhen I was younger my mom always said to me:
"Take a jacket when you leave the house.
You never know when it's going to be cold."
I listened to her request and took a jacket
Because I wanted to be warm at nighttime.
When a few years passed I realized something;
Sometimes a couple would walk past me
But it was obvious that one person wore a jacket
That belonged to the other person.
I thought it was weird but shrugged it off moments later.
During my adolescent years I got a little jealous.
I found out that giving a person a jacket meant something.
It meant that you cared for said person
And you wanted them to be warm.
This got me wondering: Did other people care for me?
Questions like that made me evaluate myself.
My mom bought me the jackets I wear so that I stay warm,
So that meant she loves me.
After calming myself with this fact,
I snuggle into my own jacket and carry on with my life.
It's cold. Shivers run through me repeatedly.
I forgot my jacket.
Everyone else is laughing and havi
I hear it all
What you screech
Every line repeats
Until I fall in my defeat
Can I ever stop
The barrage of words
That crumples me down
Onto the floor?
What gives you the right
To drag my face through dirt?
Why, oh why do I listen to you,
Who brings so much hurt?
Your words bring tears,
Heat rising to my face.
I run out in humiliation,
Sobs coming as I race.
My heart is bleeding
My ears are ringing
My chest is pounding
My sorrow astounding
I can't take it
Enough is enough
The smile is cracked
The mask now gone
I'm finally beaten
Is that what you want?
I'm just a human
I'll never live up
Never reach what yo
Too LateEarlier, I had a vision
Of my father calling me
After years of not speaking
I was surprised as could be
“Hey,” he greeted softly
“I know it’s been a while
“I have something to tell you.”
I just sat there, without a smile
“You’re twenty-one years old
“And I know I’ve missed a lot
“But listen closely, now
“You’re the only daughter that I’ve got.”
“I’ve appreciated you from the beginning
“I’m sorry I didn’t show it much
“My selfishness blinded me
“It’s definitely my worst crutch.”
“I want you to know you’re beautiful
“I never told you that once
“I regret it now and forever
“Man, I’m such a dunce!”
“And I wouldn’t forget to mention
“How intelligent that you are
“You’re IQ is higher than mine!
“I know that you’ll go far.”
“You have so much potential
Are running out
Like the future
That my heart
My black eyes
Her gorgeous march.
Breaking my hopes
Was our last
She ran away
My life turned grey
Living a plastic life
It’s easy to watch
An entire society
Like bricks in a wall.
Let me stay
Here with you.
I don’t belong
There to them
It was a mistake
Believe that I
My tears spillMy missing you,
my wanting you,
my needing you still,
my tears spill.
it´s all been said before,
you´d just walk in the door.
My love for you,
my dreams of you
oh if it could only be,
then I´d turn back the hands of time
and you´d still be here with me.
By Suzanne Karbach 19th July 2014
Wedding VowToday, my love, I lay my hand in thine
And vow to spend forever at thy side
The path that lies ahead of thee now mine
My strength to bear thy cares and match thy stride
Today, my love, I wear thy wedding ring
I pledge devotion, heart and soul, to thee
I share what joys and sorrows time will bring
And cherish thee for all eternity
Today, my love, I pledge myself thy wife
And take thee as the husband of my heart
I gift thee all the moments of my life
That nothing in this world tear us apart
Not a gameAround they swirl through the air
Laughing loudly as they mock
And jeering at the small young girl
Who's tears run as she sobs
A prisoner of her own sadness
All alone, lost in her despair
She no longer sees the daylight
For no longer does she care
They tear and rip and pull
But she won't do a thing
The fight is won, she is done
She's fallen from the ring
The sun still shines bright outside
But her world's a dull colorless gray
Her heart is stopping, beating slow
She dies the month of May
The ones who once abused her
Showed up with their fake tears
Some had a bit of real regret
But most had only fear
They kept it their small secret
No one else could ever know
Because they had led a girl to die
Left her all alone
It wasn't their fault, they reasoned
At the Top of the TowerWhile an organ serenades,
the daylight outside fades.
And when Hero arrives, he knows
Inside, he'll find the maid.
The door is opened wide.
The Hero walks inside.
The Princess sleeps, held in crystal, clear,
her hands, in stillness, tied.
King greets Hero bold.
Tales of defeat told.
Hero draws the Master sword,
and battles will unfold!
Tennis game is played,
Lightning flies off blade.
Electrify Gerudo King,
his pride is soundly flayed.
With his final air,
Cries out in despair,
King brings down the fortress walls
on Hero and Princess fair.
Quickly, leave the tower!
Don't succumb to Power!
Escape the ruins of castle dark.
Rejoice its final hour!
Princess rescued, free,
Hyrule left to be.
But hark! A noise in growing dark,
Go forth, brave soul, and see...
The Real MonsterThe real monster is not who you think
They hide in plain sight
They'll cut your inside link
They can steal your light
Don't be confused with an animal
For they are more kind then this monster
Some go as low as being a cannibal
Most of them lost their honor
They kill the murderer as punishment
Take away our nourishment
They expect us to make a deal
Force ideas in our heads
Make us believe in an invisible force
Create fear and cut our thread
Our thread of security of course
Brain washed us into believing we deserve this
Scars, emotional stress and fear of being shunned
Our peace will become a miss
Don't be so stunned
Whose is this monster you may wonder
You know them as well as yourself
They have really went under
Humans are the monster, ourselves
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