Left BehindI have been left behindLeft Behind by mysticalwinterwolf
They move on
While I'm still standing here
I feel like I've been confined
My heart has shattered
They left when I wasn't ready
They gave me happiness and took it away
The wind has made the pieces scattered
I don't want them to go
But I have to stay
They don't even know
I can't go
I'm confined here
I don't have the heart to move on
I can't betray them even though they betrayed me
The shadows are my only company here
I try to reach out and keep them from leaving
They're so close to me but to them I'm as distant as the stars
I'm loosing faith in them
And that's why I'm weeping
I don't want to loose faith
But I'm tired
When you're tired you give up
I'm giving up faith
I am so sorry but you left me
I can't wait for you anymore
I've been left behind
Now its your turn to be like me
Your Little ImperfectionsYour little imperfections aren't as bad as you thinkYour Little Imperfections by mysticalwinterwolf
More common than what you'd expect
Those little things noticed are forgotten in a blink
But that's not what you think, isn't it?
Acne scattered across your chin
Angry red blotches that shout for attention
Making you feel like you have horrible skin
You just want to hide away
Those light lines that are really scars
Look at what art a blade can do
Those scars acting like bars
Holding you back from short sleeve shirts and shorty shorts
You're not the skinniest person in the town
People instantly take notice of you
Maybe you're very round
But sure can pack a punch
But these little imperfections you bare
Make you, who you are
You still have someone that does care
Maybe you don't see it, but the light you shine is hard to miss
Am I Truly Destined?Am I truly destined to be used?Am I Truly Destined? by mysticalwinterwolf
And tossed away like an old doll
I am not bemused
This has got to stop!
I can't hold the weight of my emotions for long
I am not as strong as you think I am
Please don't make me feel wrong
I just want to be free
Am I truly destined to be alone?
Alone in the cold unforgiving shadows
Let the light be shown
I am alone
I am not an outlet for your anger
Please don't try to break me
Don't be my anchor
I am my own person
Am I truly destined for this abuse?
I feel like I'm choking alive
I'm feeling the blues
Of being your puppet
Let me thrive!
I don't want this destiny
I want to be truly alive
And not truly destined
Why Can't I Be Me?Why can't I be me?Why Can't I Be Me? by mysticalwinterwolf
If I say I like the same gender
I have to change to be like you and you won't leave me be
And you say I'm evil
If I say I rather choose a book over a drug
I'm too good, I must become badder
If I choose that drug, I'm too bad and apparently a thug
Why can't I be me?
If I'm an atheist I'm pure evil and will burn in Hell
If I'm religious I'm a daydreamer or an evil goer
Just lock me in a cell!
Apparently I can't be me!
If I wear short skirts and makeup, I'm a slut
If I don't wear any, but do wear yoga pants I'm a mess
Am I really a nut
For thinking this is unfair?
If I"m a virgin, I'm too good
If I'm not I'm a whore
I really am misunderstood
Seriously, why can't I be me?
If I'm a liberal, I'm a freaking hippie
If I'm a conservative, I'm crazy
You're very tricky
Can we stop this madness?
If I'm goth, I'm mental
If I'm emo I'm suicidal
You're so judgmental!
Why can't I be me?
No matter what I do or say I'm judged to no limit
I don't want this, I can't be
2. Last phone call
3. Last text message
Misty (irl friend)
4. Last song you listened to
I've Seen It All -Björk and Thom Yorke
5. Last time you cried
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
7. Been cheated on
I don't think it's possible since I'VE BEEN SINGLE FOR 15 YEARS xDD
8. Self harmed
Does scratching myself and punching bookshelves/walls count? Then yup
9. Lost someone special
10. Been depressed
Yup not fun
11. Been drunk and threw up
I threw up before but not because I was drunk
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex
13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
15. Made a new friend
yeah shocker though xDD
17. Laughed until you cried
18. Met someone who changed you
Yup Sean! c:
19. Found out who your true friends were
20. Found out someone was talking about you
Did I? No.. Wait yes. No... Idk
26. What did you do for your last Birthday
Completed a cycle of circling Earth
27. What time did you wake up today
I woke up... O.o
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
Get out of school for good.
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
Ummmm christmas I think.... Or 4th of July
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
To not be shy
32. What are you listening to right now
Best Melodic Dubstep part 2 2014
33. When is the last time you had sex?
That hasn't happened yet...
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now
My 4th period class
35. Most visited webpage
Here and youtube
36. Favorite colour
Star, wolf (yes it is my nickname that no one uses), mystic, mystical, winter...
38. Relationship Status
Single cause I don't need anyone!
39. Zodiac sign
40. Male or female or other
female last time I checked
41. Primary school
hell for children
42. Secondary School
hell for older children
43. High school/college
hell for devil's spawns xD
44. Eye color
mix of blue, green and yellow/brown
47. Do you have a crush on someone
Do fictional characters count?
48. What do you like about yourself
I like how I'm an okay writer.
i got a funny freckle arrow on my arm. Seriously it looks like an arrow!! xDD
51. Righty or lefty
53. First piercing
54. First best friend
A girl who shall not be named
55. First hookup
56. First Bestfriend
Wait this sounds familiar...
61. I'm about to
Take le shower
62. Listening to
Didn't I just answer this?
63. Waiting for
To live in my own house
64. Want kids?
65. Get married?
Pathologist or some type of doctor and writer
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes
eyes are the windows to the soul
68. Hugs or kisses
eeeeck hugs I guess xD
69. Shorter or taller
70. Older or Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous
ep uh yes
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud
74. Hook-up or relationship
Relationship duh doofus
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger
77. Drank hard liquor
78. Lost glasses/contacts
yes... THANKS A LOT FRIEND OF MINE
79. Had sex
80. Broken someone's heart
I think I did before and I hate myself for it but what's done is done
82. Been arrested
no,, where's 81??
83. Turned someone down
84. Cried when someone died
85. Fallen for a friend
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
88. Love at first sight
90. Santa Clause
91. Kiss on the first date
93. How would you label yourself?
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
I'm not religious
95. Did you sing today
96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
To the point where I can watch Earth be created
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
i won't answer that
100. Do you like the way you look?
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